I miss your handsome face,
Your cute smile, that daze,
I miss our long chats,
And occasional rants,
Your amusing sharp nose,
That I felt with my own,
Now lying on my bed,
Thinking of my fate,
How much I think of you,
But do you think of me,
Half as much as I think of you?
- Kajai Priya
13.07.08
I am not sure if you guys know, but I have left Beyond Events Sdn Bhd officially .. it was a hard decision to make but one that I had to do nevertheless .. Anyway now where am I going? what am i doing? That would be the question many of you would be asking... well to be honest i dono myself.. no seriously.. I am taking a break from the past paced life.. but somehow i think i dont suit that sort of life.. Why?
well i woke up this morning at 11am, and at first I was like.. "ahh bliss.. i get to wake up so late" but the thing is when i realised i have nothing to do, i panicked.. i could not help myself.. So i woke up fixed the streamyx for my temporary laptop, and i got to work.. yes work.. i know i have handed what i need to do.. but i could not help myself.. i knew somethings would screw up.. so there i was following up on things as if i am on holiday.. yes i was in denial.. no i AM in denial
But i know i would get over this.. I would be joining a new company by august i am sure of it, then my life will be back on the fast lane ... till then i am busy with SinclairFalak Sdn Bhd.. a company started off by Ashraf Sinclair and Sazzy Falak, and they have already got my hands full.. But i am excited working for them and with them .. so watch out for more updates.
I know that i said i would be updating this blog more often, but sigh.. how lah? I hardly have time even when i am SUPPOSED to have all the time in the world
TOUGH LUCK!
Anyway ... life goes on after beyond..
My house now faces the sun... I know.. common eh? But it also faces a golf course that spans for as far as the eye can see.. so when I wake up at 7 this morning, I saw the glorious ball of fire just about to peek its magnificent colors to earth. The view was spectacular! Amongst the hills, the horizon, the sun peeked its way up and brightened the world, as well as mine that has been rather gloomy the past few days.
With the sun shining on my face, its rays of lights on my skin, warming all the stifness that I felt the night before, I knew today would be a good day.. i hope so...
ha ha ha.. yeah you guessed it as much. I was on a drinking marathon last week.
Wednesday: Wine with Sazzy, Fiza and Ezra
Thursday: 2 frozen margharitas in Chillis
Friday: Vodka + Chivas at Thong's (colleague) farewell party in Baruk Club
Saturday: More wine with Sazzy and Nazril
Sunday: 1 bottle of Baileys and 3/4 bottle of Chivas with Evelyn
Today - hmmmm still early.. muahahaha
Anyway, i have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I still am, about what I want, and whether what I have is what I really want or is it because I have it that is why I think I want it?
I know deep deep, well sometimes, deep writes like this are good eh? :)
we walk to the right
and we walk to the left
and we walk and we walk
and we walk all night
with a heel and a toe
and a half round turn
with a heel and a toe
and a new friend found....
Is finding a friend that easy? is finding someone you can feel COMPLETELY comfortable with that simple? Well i recently had the priviledge of meeting someone who not only made me feel special but made me feel me. I was able to let go of all my doubts about me, and completely be me. It felt good. It felt blissfully good, and I thank thee. It means a lot to me...
Today I am happy, the next day confused, the following day, I am a better person.
Isn't life great, well you tell me!
Ever wondered if people thought that you were someone when you were not what they thought you were? Ever been in a situation when you reacted differently and suddenly the world is still.. like you have done something that you should never have even thought of, People around you feel you have changed. But that is not the thing.. it is not about change, it is me!
Sigh, to be honest I dont know why i am writing this also.. I know for a fact that i have been recently not been accepted for me being me. I am confused. What do people want anyway?
Ona different note, got a phone call a couple of days ago and got to know that an old pal from the ex company I used to work at, has passed away. He had heart attack at the age of 43.. wow.. life is indeed short.
I think this weekend, i wanna go away.. just cause I can.. what are your plans
yes i have finally gotten meself my tattoo..its a horse. a little wild and beautiful horse i must say. i am so happy!!! 2008 has been a year that i have been doing things. Going greater heights. I love it so far! but healing of a tattoo is so tedious.. and scary.. it feels like the whole design is ripping off, but its just the scabs :(
some asked why horse? my answer "i am a horse. Born in 1978 making me in the chinese zodiac a horse. Horses always represent strenth and speed.. so more horse tatoos i have on my body, i have more horse power.. kekek muahahah
more changes are about to happen to my life.. i know i can feel it coming. sorry i did not update in yonks! but here it is:
1) i am moving to my house!!!! my bf buy house di in greenfields .. happy happy
2) started saving money - really
3) finally started work on my own business
more things to come..
so here I was brushing my teeth, getting ready to hit the bed, and suddenly my boyfriend asks me , "Did you feel that?" I was like.. "huh?" yes.. my mouth full of foam and completely taken aback, he continued, "do you feel the building shaking?" well to that, I immediately stood still and fair enough, I did feel it.. yes, the building was shaking.. slightly.
This is the second time I am feeling the tremors of a faraway earthquake. The first time being after the tsunami hit us, back in my house in Brickfields. That was weird, and feeling it again was even weird.. One thought raced to my mind, "We are going to die!!!"
Yeah yeah, call me drama queen, but have you ever wondered about it?I was thought back in school that we are not part of the whole "Lingkaran gunung berapi" (I dono what it is in English, as this was during my days, the KBSR days) hence no earthquake can shake us. but I guess even geography can be wrong.
Here is another question. Are all these natural disasters a sign of Mother Nature's outburst to what we have done to her, or is it just a change in climate? And why does it almost always have to be Asia?
Well, some of you who know me, I don't normally discuss serious matters over my blog, however, this made me think. If ... IF IF IF IF we had treated Mother Nature the way our forefathers treated her, would all these be happening? Or is this normal with the course of time? hmm honestly, I really dono.. Don't want to think so much, headache only.
Sigh.. all this SLIGHT tremors I am feeling also make me wonder.. should I continue buying that high rise condo.. or stick to a low rise one? I really dont know.
Anyway, on a lighter note.. I have my new laptop, thanks to my company :) a nice coach handbag, thanks to Michelle.. and the icing would be a new handphone.. but that can wait.
I have been taking work a little easier this time, coming home earlier whenever possible and chilling with family and my beau.. but apart from that life is good and am enjoying it..
Oh by the way, Perhentian is WAY better than Tioman.. REALLY!!!
By the way, what did YOU DO in your long weekend? I finished a book :) *reading it Sharon*
I have been away a lot lately. Basically been travelling for work and leisure. I believe the last I spoke about travelling was when I went to Bali. This time around, I went to Sabah and am heading to Tioman.
Sabah was an okay trip. I managed to have some rest, like for occasional 30 mins or so when my phone did not ring, and of course when I decided to have my once in a blue moon doak in the bathtub!
Why I was in Sabah? I was representing the Miss Malaysia World organisers for Miss Sabah World 2008 pageant. My job was to ensure a girl with some quality was chosen for the title so when she comes for the pageant in KL she would not be left out. However, my trip and my job was made easier thanks to my travelling partner, Miss Deborah Priya Henry, Miss Malaysia World 2007. Thanks Deb! "What would I have done without you?" ha ha
Anyway, we stayed at the Magellan Sutera Harbour Beach and Resort and all paid thing, so it was quote good lah :) of course!
Anyway during our return flight to KL, our luggages went missing!! Stressful.. as all my clothes and stuff for another event upon return, APM was all there.. so imagine lah.. I was sitting in the hotel fuming.. thank god it was sent about 6pm, ample time to get ready.
APM? Oh that went well, except that I was not on duty.. so was a bit boring, but I managed to take pics with my favs, Judika from Indonesia, Faizal Tahir, Anuar Zain and Taufik Batisah from Singapore.
Next trip, I am heading over to Tioman this weekend with my baby.. as a gift for his 30th birthday. He wanted the beach, so I give him the beach lah =)
So more updates after my trip yeah!
Today I was at this prominent hotel in KL.. attending a Secretary's Week Press Conference.Starving, my client and I headed over to the coffee house to grab a bite before the event begun. Oh my god! Was I in for a surprise... The service at the restaurant was totally disgraceful. I had to wait 45 minutes before my food arrived, and it was not a complicated item on the menu, sandwich!
I could not bear it as my clients' meals arrived earlier and they were done with their meals.. so you can imagine how long lah. I did not let it bother that much, but made a comment to the Restaurant Manager anyway, as this was a hotel I know I would visit in the future. Anyway my nightmare of ridiculous service did not stop there. To make things worse, while I was paying the parking ticket.. this is what happened:
me: (handing the attendant RM5 notes + RM1 shilling + validated parking ticket)
attendant: (has earphones plugged to his ears + was leaning against the chair, with no cares in the world)
he takes my notes and the parking ticket (clearly missing the shillings), my hand was still outstretched from my window, holding the shillings (fine he may not have seen me).
attendant: "one more ringgit"
me: "here" (pointing to the coins in my hand that was already outstretched since just now)
he takes the shillings from my hand, missing out a 10 cent.
me: "hello" (normal tone) "another ten cents?"
attendant ignores
me: "hello!!!!" (yells much much louder, concerned that he could not hear me, especially when he ignored me danggling the 10 cent like a lunatic from my window and having his ears plugged with earphones)
attendant apparently heared, me sort of screaming, ...... throws the 90cents shillings from his window (yes some hit my car) and passed me the receipt.
Yes, the above story is a true story, and I was appalled. He probably thought I was some chic coming here to eat with her buddies in her little kenari and I would just drive away fuming. He was sooo messing with the wrong person!
I was fuming!!! I picked up the phone and called the Director of Sales, not knowing whom to call. I told him calmly what happened and I APOLOGISED that I had to give him ill news of the hotel where he works. He assured me that he will go to the fella and see personally what the hell was he thinking about behaving like that. He also went to to explain that the parking was outsourced.
I said I understand that it was outsourced, but since he was REPRESENTING the hotel, this was not acceptable. He completely agreed.
What happened to the fella after that? I dono.. but I sure will find out and let you know!
